I have dug myself out of a hole fifteen Toast tabs deep and I am a stronger woman for it

It really is using my own stubbornness against myself. The only thing it doesn’t seem to work for is going to sleep at any kind of reasonable hour. If you figure that one out let me know

secret: i’m the worst insomniac as in I could actually sleep forever, all the time, so

 yeah i got nothing for you except cuddles (which might help)

I have a “do it anyway” policy. That when I don’t feel like doin a thing that I need to do, or makes me nervous or i want to do but can’t be arsed. I just remember that it doesn’t matter how i feel about it, I already decided to do it anyway

and that’s why you’re the adult velociraptor and I’m the baby hissing lizard

it’s probably an indication as to my current music tastes that every 8tracks mix I’ve listened to/ripped lately has had Delta Rae’s Bottom Of The River on it

you have an amazing and terrifying brain and I love you. <3

that’s possibly the best compliment I’ve ever gotten

PSA: THEY NOW MAKE RED VELVET TIM-TAMS AND THEY ARE DELICIOUS

YOU MAY CONTINUE ABOUT YOUR DAY

i must admit there are times when I have been all,’NO I DON’T WANNA DO THE THING YOU DON’T OWN ME!’ but then I’m like, ‘momo, YOU told the game you needed to do that thing. no one else is involved here’ and I am ashamed. XD

the moment I realize I’m only beholden to myself though is the moment I’m made

because then I remember I don’t care

and if there’s something I’m historically terrible at it’s making myself do things I should do or even things I really want to do because I DON’T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU, SELF, YOU’RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME

it’s complicated and also explains much about me

omg i didn’t know there were RPG games for life organising. my entire efficiency and life organisation system runs solely on todoist and guilt

A few people I follow on here use it and it seems really good!!! except I’m less competitive and more stubborn so uh yeah it just does not work on me

my system is more guilt and shame based

YOU SHOULD TRY HABITRPG.COM IT IS SURPRISINGLY HELPFUL. PLUS WE COULD PARTY-QUEST SOMETIMES IF YOU WANTED. I HAVE ACTUALLY FLOSSED EVERY NIGHT FOR WEEKS NOW IT’S WEIRD.

I have tried about three versions of rpg-life-things and I almost immediately get resentful that SOME GAME is telling me how to live MY LIFE and it generally lasts less than a week and I end up worse off because I get to the point of pretty much not doing things to spite the game

so uh

thanks but I think I’ll pass XD

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hatteress:

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lrbcn:

I wonder if that has anything to do with this

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